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Trying to write more, and I'm really enjoying it!

Sadly, I do not own NCIS...so I'll just borrow it for a bit and return them unharmed!

This is a definite adult theme and full of slashy goodness..you have been warned!
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After the Anger

Walking into the house I slam the door. Pissed as hell I start pacing in the living room reliving the scene in my head. What the fuck was he thinking? Was he thinking at all? Damn him, why does he always do this?


The longer the wait, the more pissed I get my anger reaching new heights. Finally I hear his car in the drive and wait for him to enter the house.


Walking inside the door he notices my stance and glares.


“I don’t need to hear it from you. I had to do what I had to do, the end of the discussion.” He starts to head to the kitchen, I’m certain looking for coffee.


“Yes you do actually need to hear it from me. This is not the first time you’ve gone off on your own like some probie who doesn’t know any better. You know better. You have no excuse Jethro, none.” I started walking towards him. “If any of us had done that, what would you do?”


“That’s different. I’m the senior field agent.”


Standing directly in front of him now my hands clenched at my sides. ‘Then act like it damn you. Don’t do this sort of bull shit, it doesn’t fly. You’re better than this. Or do you want to be another Jenny and have your own personal vendetta?” I sneered at him, pointing my finger in his chest. “Let’s start with Ari, shall we?”


He pushed my finger away from him and glared. “Don’t go there; you know why I did that?” His blue eyes full of anger of their own. “What about Jeanne? Didn’t see you having back up, seems to me you were acting on your own there.”


I was full on pissed now. “I was undercover for God’s sake and under orders. And you might remember part of that OP you were in Mexico sunning yourself. You going off grid today without back up OR, mind you letting anyone know what you were doing was stupid. Do you have some need to get yourself killed that I don’t know about?” I moved back in his space, the anger rolling off me in waves.


“Do you have some idiotic idea that you don’t matter? That it’s alright for you to sacrifice yourself for the greater good? Because if that’s so, I have news for you, I care! I don’t want to find you dead somewhere because of your need to save the world.” I started pacing again.


“I get that our jobs are dangerous and anything can and often does happen. I understand the risks we take. But damn it Jethro, do you have to do it so carelessly without thinking about it? Can’t you find a way to remember that you matter a great deal to someone and they’d like you around for the next fifty or sixty years. Is that too much to fucking ask?”


He sighs. “No Tony, it’s not too much to ask.”


I stop pacing for a moment and look at him.


He walks to me and stands in front of me. “You’re right, I should have at the very least informed you of what was going on. I was wrong, on many levels. And you’re also right I didn’t act much like a lead Agent. If I make the rules, I also need to be held accountable to them.”


He ran his knuckles down my cheek. “I’m sorry, Tony.”


I leaned into his touch, the anger draining out of me. “Please just promise me you’ll remember this next time and try not to repeat it.”


He lowered his lips to mine for a brief kiss. “I can do that.” As the words left his mouth I captured his lips pulling him into a hot, wet kiss. Nibbling on his lips before snaking my tongue between them, I then felt Jethro responding to the kiss letting out a sound of pure sexual need.


"I want you to fuck me," I whispered in Jethro’s ear and that was all I could say before I lost my ability to form rational thought as the other man began to kiss me and grind our hips together with such ferocity I felt like I was going to need something to hang onto when my legs gave out.


Jethro wandered down my throat, biting, licking, growling. He knew he was probably giving the other man bruises, but he couldn't stop. The fight had brought out to much anger and need and he had a lot to make up for.


I gasped as I felt his mouth biting hard on his neck, but I really couldn't bring myself to care anymore "Too many clothes," Jethro stated, beginning to unbutton my shirt, his hands trembling. He began to tug on lightly on my chest hair and pinching my nipples, trailing fingers over my ribs.


I arched into his touch, his fingers like fire filling me with desire and lust. "Hmm," I whined, as I started on Jethro’s clothes wanting to feel his skin on mine. I wanted – no, needed – more skin-on-skin contact and I was going to get it, even if I had to rip each stitch of clothes off him. I ground my hips against his, urging the other man to pick up the pace.

I pulled back to look at Jethro, wanting him to see the need, love and desire that I’m sure was shining through my eyes. But what I saw took my breath away, his lips were extra reddened and kiss-swollen, his chest flushed nipples hard, his pupils completely blown. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a more erotic sight.


We divested each other of our clothing and managed to make our way to the bed room, falling onto the bed, and our bodies entwined aching with need.


Jethro eased a finger in gently, I’m not even sure when he managed to get the lube, I didn’t care how he did it, I was merely thankful he did. My body opened around his finger and was clasped with wet heat; Jethro continued working that finger in and out slowly before adding a second. I couldn’t wait for him to get inside of me, I was being kept on edge as he played with my dick as his fingers prepared me.


I looked at the man above him, and saw in his eyes the same need and lust that I felt. I circled his arms around his back, my fingers grasping for purchase, sure that I was leaving marks. I lifted my head up to bring our lips together as I felt his cock poised at my entrance and as it began to slide it’s way home. I continued to plunder his mouth in a bruising kiss as I felt him bottom out.


He began thrusting his cock slowly in and out of me, giving his body time to adjust to my girth. It didn’t take him long to find my sweet spot and thrust into it every time causing me to writhe and moan.

Knowing exactly what it was doing to me, he made sure he kept at that angle insuring it would be hit with every thrust.


I began begging in earnest now, needed release desperately. “Please Jet, make me cum. I need to. God, please.” My breathing was erratic and I felt like I was going to explode or die. All I received was a smirk and a shake of his head.


He continued pounding into me, torturing me making me wait. I tried grabbing my dick to gain release, but my hand was slapped away and a terse ‘Mine’ was heard. I didn’t think I was going to be able to hold on much longer, my legs wrapped tighter around his waist as I struggled to hand on and pull him deeper into me at the same time.


My hands moved to the sheets clutching them desperately trying to cling to them in a last ditch effort to hold on to my sanity. I whimpered pitifully as sweat poured off my body.


Finally he took my cock in his hand and began stroking it with the same frantic rhythm he was pounding into me with. I could feel my balls tighten as my orgasm began to rush through my body like wildfire. I screamed out. “Jet!” As streams of cum spurted out covering his hand and my chest as the darkness dragged me into heavenly oblivion.


I remember vaguely hearing my name coming off his lips as I felt the warmth of his cum fill me and the weight of his body fall on mine. Our breathing was ragged as we struggled to come out of our haze. He gently pulled out of me and rolled to my side. I couldn’t help the moan as I felt his loss.

We looked at each other as we floated back down to earth, his hand reaching to gently push my dampened hair off my forehead, and my hand coming to rest over his heart.


“I love you , Tony.”

“I love you too.”


Lost in each other and too spent to get up and wash up, he grabbed his t-shirt and wiped us down the best he could and pulled me closer to him as we started to drift off to sleep. Content to be where they belonged, with each other.
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A new NCIS Story revolving around my two favorite men! This is complete! And most certainly M rated!

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There were no words spoken as his arms wrapped around my waist pulling me into his body and assailing my neck with his lips. Or when his hands tugged at my shirt and ripped it open in their desperate attempt to reach flesh.


The sounds that could be heard was the sighs and moans that were uttered. You could also hear the staggered breathing and the rush of air as I struggled to continue to try and catch my breath and though I couldn’t swear to it, I’m sure the pounding of two hearts was louder than all of that.


He didn’t need to speak, I could recognize his scent anywhere and the feel of his hands upon me, I didn’t need words to know who he was. He didn’t need to speak his love for me, as I could feel it in every touch that his hands made upon my body and in every touch of his lips.


He pulls my tattered shirt from my body, not happy with it being in the way and covering my skin. His lips are hot at they leave a trail from shoulder blade to shoulder blade causing me to shiver in their wake.


His hands continue to roam over my chest, his nails raking over my pebbled nubs and I can’t help the hiss that escapes my lips as I arch into his touch. He pulls me firmly against his body as his hands make quick work of my belt and unbutton my jeans. Excruciatingly slow he lowers the zipper, as my cock, sensing his hands are near fights to get free.


He runs his hand down my right thigh and then back up again, only gently grazing my throbbing erection. I try to thrust into his hand as I ache for his touch. Ignoring my silent plea, he continues the journey up my opposite thigh his touch still teasing and once again only gently grazes my leaking cock.


I moan at the injustice and neglect of his hands as I feel his hands at my hips, pushing my jeans down and since I was commando, freeing my neglected dick. His lips and tongue run up the juncture between my shoulder and jawline sending waves of heat flowing through my body.


He turns me around in his arms, his lips crashing into mine and ravaging my mouth. His hands grab the globes of my ass pulling me to his body so tightly there was no room for air between us. My one hand reaches up behind his neck making sure his lips can’t leave mine as my other struggles to find a way under his shirt.


Before I can make any headway in my desire to feel his skin, I feel him pulling away from me. I whimper at the loss of his lips on mine, but I don’t have a chance to voice my disappointment. Suddenly my cock is engulfed in hot, wet heat and I can barely hold myself upright as the feeling overwhelms me.


I reach my hands out to stabilize myself, placing one on the wall near me and one gently on his head. I look down and watch as my cock disappears in his mouth as I feel his tongue running along my glans. The sight is too erotic for me to watch, if I do it will be all over too soon. This may be torture, but its exquisite torture and I love it.


I wasn’t going to be able to hold out long, it just felt too damn good. He picked up the pace and began sucking harder, his cheeks hollowing out on every pass. He ran a hand down between my legs, teasing my puckered hole.


Running his fingers around the muscles at the entrance causing me to moan at the dual sensations he was causing in my body. My hips began to thrust and I began fucking his mouth, as his one finger teased my ass. I was thrusting into both, wanting him inside me as well.


I felt the tingle in my spine and my balls tightening as my body begged release. Suddenly his finger entered my ass as I thrust back and I cried out my release as I shot streams of cum down his throat. I saw white dots as I struggled to catch my breath and remain standing.


He released my flaccid dick from his mouth and stood up and claimed my mouth once more. Tasting myself upon his tongue, I moaned at the eroticism. He wasted no time as he pushed me to the bed and lowered me down. Still reeling from one hell of an orgasm I barely registered we even moved.


I hadn’t caught my breath when I felt heated breath at my ass and the assault of his tongue as he pressed against the tight muscles. His tongue plunged in and out sending shock waves to my over my already sensitized body.


As his tongue pulled out and I thought I might have a moment to breathe I felt two slick fingers enter me and begin to scissor in and out. I began thrusting in earnest against his fingers wanting more. As he sensed my need he added a third and twisted his hand to stroke my prostate sending tremors through my entire being. I nearly bucked off the bed as I writhed in pleasure.


I cried out as his fingers were removed from my ass feeling their loss intensely. The empty feeling didn’t last long as I felt the head of his cock at my entrance. He threw my legs around his hips as he lined his cock up and inch by inch filled me.


Giving me a moment to adjust to his girth, I reveled in the fullness that was him. Never had I ever felt so full both physically and emotionally. I wrapped my legs around him tighter pulling him deeper inside me, smirking as I caused him to moan.


He pulled nearly all the way out and thrust back in brushing my sweet spot. Seeing my reaction and knowing he was in the right position he began thrusting in earnest. I felt every inch of him as he claimed my body as his.


He leaned down and crushed his lips to mine as he neared his release. Lifting up and tilting his head back he cried out as he came, I could feel the heat of his cum fill me. He collapsed on top of me as I held him tightly stroking his back.


Rising up to look into my eyes, his blue ones filled with more love than I felt I deserved meeting my green ones which spoke volumes about the love I felt for him. He smiles that beautiful smile and gently kisses me. “I love you, Tony”


I reach up and caress that face that I thank God for every day. “I love you too, Jet.”


It’s funny; he’s not big on words, so when he uses them they mean something. But even if he never uttered those three words to me, I would always know how he felt. For he tells me every day without words through every action, every touch and in his case his actions and words speak volumes.
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Summary: It all happened naturally from the beginning, their immediate
connection and the bond that was formed. It happened the way it was supposed
to, in their own time...naturally. It's a love affair of their heart, body and
soul and it does contain slash...if this bothers you please don't continue.

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If you had been lucky enough to be at their first meeting, you would have seen the sparks that flew between the two men. The connection was instant and binding, though through the years it had been tested.


They had survived death many times over, survived memory loss and even a midlevel disease. Through it all they grew stronger together, they began to rely on each other for support and comfort and found that their first thought was of each other when things happened whether good or bad.


They began to spend more time in each other’s company needing the connection between them. If anyone around them noticed the change, they said nothing for it seemed natural somehow. They were two halves of a whole, even if they were clueless about it.


Their first kiss happened much in the same way, naturally. He was standing at the counter waiting for the coffee to finish reading the paper, they both went to reach for the mug and as their fingers brushed one another a current rushed between them. Their lips met and once again their relationship changed and neither one thought anything about the fact that they were both men.


They took it slowly, each having their own reasons why, but they both wanted this new relationship to succeed. They talked about everything and opened up even more, those who didn’t know them would have been surprised at their conversations.


But for those that knew the two of them understood. One of the pair had experienced the loss of his greatest treasures and tried to replace that with look alikes only to have that fail. His heart was bruised and battered but knew that this time it was different, and it was safe to open up.


The other man had never really known love. Left to his own devices from a very young age he never felt that connection. It wasn’t for lack of trying, but he searched for it in all the wrong places and was too guarded with his heart. His heart was shy and scared but knew that this time it was real and he could give his heart away.


Their friends surrounded to the two men, protecting them from any that would hurt them or try to tear them apart. Any fool could see they were far better together than separate, they fit together seamlessly. They went one dates and found other things that they could share together.


The one man’s basement was no longer a solitary refuge, but became a place where he shared his love of woodwork and building with his hands. Together they built shelves and fixed doors, their hands working together to create.


Still they took things slowly, their mutual desire and passion growing stronger, but again they wanted more than just a quick release, but it was getting harder to stop. Still they both agreed it was worth it, that what they had was amazing and needed to be treated as such.


The first time they uttered the words “I love you” it was tender and complete. Blue eyes met green, both lost in each other and nearly at the exact same moment the words were spoken, and then sealed with a kiss.


Their first Christmas was coming up, both trying to think of the perfect gift for the other. Excited and nervous all at the same time, neither one of them had really celebrated the holidays in many years so they wanted this one to be perfect.


The days flew by and many shopping trips later it seemed that they had it well in hand and that they had found what they were looking for.


Christmas Eve found them sitting in front of the fire as close to one another as they could. Excited and nervous about the gifts they had purchased for one another. They’d already decided to have their Christmas tonight as the team was getting together tomorrow for a celebration.


The younger man got up and smiled, gathering his gifts for the man he loved, the older man following suit. As they started opening them you could see how well they knew one another and how heartfelt each gift was. Special books, tools, and movies were among some of them.


But they had each held one package back, the special one that meant even more than words could say. As they brought out these gifts you could see the look on their faces as they noticed the boxes were nearly identical.


Surely not they both thought. They laughed it off and shook their heads. They exchanged the boxes and began opening them looking at each other through lowered eyes desperate to see the reaction. As they both pulled the lid of their respective boxes, they both gasped as they pulled out ring boxes.


Their eyes met as they smiled, each knowing what was in the boxes before them. Two rings, picked out separately for each other, a way to show the world their love and commitment. Without any words being said they handed each other their box and their eyes never leaving one another took out the rings and placed them on each other’s fingers. They belonged to one another.


Their lips met and this time there was no stopping the desire and need for one another. They parted, their breathing ragged and hearts pounding. Without a word the older man stood and held out his hand to the younger man.


Hand in hand they climbed the stairs to the bedroom ready to take the next step together as they’ve done throughout their journey.


As they entered the bedroom their bodies gravitated towards each other of their own accord, a hand reaches to pull them closer allowing no space between them. Their lips meet their kissing becoming more fevered by the moment.


Hands find their way to buttons and shirts are removed, chest pressed together. A sigh is heard as finally there are skin to skin and suddenly that’s not enough. They want more; they need more and begin to devour one another.


Their hands tear at one another pants, pushing them down without finesse or grace just need, desire and passion that have been held in check for too long. As they finally make it the bed both gloriously naked they begin to explore each other, admiring and loving each other’s bodies with their hands and mouths making sure to touch and taste every inch. Their breathing is labored as their desire escalates neither wanting to give in to release yet.


The mouths meet again their tongues dancing with one another and claiming each other’s mouth. And for the first time words are spoken.


“I want to make love to you.” The other man’s response is instant and sure.


“God… yes-“ The rest of his answer lost as his mouth was claimed. My hand stroking his chest tweaking both pebbled nipples in its wake. His back arched into my touch silently begging for more. I let my hand trail down his abs, stopping to caress his hip. I continued down his thigh making sure my fingers came a hairs breadth near his throbbing cock. I watched as he tried to control his breathing as I continued my assault on his body.


This was the man I loved more than mere words could say and he was all mine, as that feeling surged through me I silently gave thanks for being allowed to have the love of the man under me.


I reached for the lube out of the nightstand, coating my fingers with a generous amount. With my other hand I lifted one of his legs placing his foot by his ass allowing me a better vantage point. I then stroked up his leg and back up his thigh grazing them down the length of his cock. He gasped as I pulled firmly on his sac.


I took my lubed fingers and brought them to his puckered hole and began rubbing them around the entrance. The dual sensations were causing him to moan and gasp begging for more. I slid my fingers part way in and then back out. Opening my fingers slightly as I continued to push inside him, again letting my fingers work in and out, then back and forth in a scissor motion. When I felt he was stretched enough I lubed my own cock and giving it a squeeze at the base to hold off my release.


Guiding my cock to his entrance I slowly began to push, inch by inch allowing him time to adjust to my girth. I was unprepared for the sensations that were assaulting my dick; it was so tight and hot. I could feel him pulsing around me as I filled him. I’d never felt anything like it.


I leaned down to kiss him, wanting him to find a way to express all the emotions that were coursing through me. Very thankful at the moment we were always able to read one another, for I was certain I’d not be able to put into words what I was feeling.


I began to slowly move, pulling nearly all the way out and sliding all the way back in. I could tell when I hit his prostate as he arched up and nearly through me off him. I began thrusting in earnest not sure how long I’d be able to hold off my release.


It felt too incredible joining with his body and the sensation was causing my control to fade away. I trailed kisses down his jaw and neck as I continued pounding into his ass, his moans and gasps feeding the beast with in me and making me want more. I took his cock in my hand and began stroking him, running my thumb over the head and pressing into the slit smearing the pre- cum.


I could feel his release drawing near, I wanted him to have it, I wanted to give him that pleasure that he was giving me. I stroked him faster, gripping him tighter as I felt his release poor out of him screaming my name. That was all it took and I followed right behind, his name on my lips.


Collapsing on top of him, both of us struggling for air, I managed to pull out of him and grabbing a warm washcloth to clean us up. Snuggling down together on the bed and pulling him tightly to me right where he belonged, in my arms, I whispered in his ear. “I love you, Tony.”


He pulled my arms tighter around him. “I love you too, Jethro.”


There was only one thing that would make this more perfect, and that was this being how it was every day and night. Falling asleep and waking up together and making love anytime we wanted. I wanted that and there was only one way that was going to happen.


“Move in with me, I want this all the time. I want to go to sleep with you beside me and wake up with you in my arms. I want to make love to you anytime we can. And I don’t want to be without you. Please.”


He turned in my arms to look into my eyes, and he didn’t even need to say the words. The answer was in his eyes.


“There’s no place else I want to be. This is home, where ever you are.” Our lips met and conveyed every emotion we were feeling through our kiss. Holding each other tightly and fitting together as we always have.


Naturally.
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Here's one I've done for NCIS- I hope to do more!! This one is complete!
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He sits at his bedside thinking of all the things that he should have said and done. What a fucking fool he’d been. What was the purpose of hiding his feelings? What was gained by his silence? As far as he was concerned he was a damned stubborn idiot and was pretty sure there were a few other people that would second that thought.


His eyes never leaving the unnaturally still body before him; all he could think about was how it should have been. Regrets, they were such a waste. He’d started praying to any deity he thought would listen, made deals and promises if only he could look into those eyes and say what he should have said years ago if he hadn’t been such a God damned fool and chicken.


He looked down at their joined hands thinking how right they looked, how perfectly their fingers intertwined. Why did he have to make everything so damned difficult? Because he was a stubborn ass, that’s why.


He was so damned tired, everyone had tried to get him to leave and come back. But he couldn’t, what if that was the moment his eyes opened, what if he missed the chance to open his damn mouth and say the words. No, he couldn’t leave. He knew the rest of the team would figure it out if they already hadn’t, but there was no way he was going to hide it anymore, and frankly he was too tired to even try and attempt it.


He had to wake up there was no alternative; I need to have a chance, just one more chance. Dear God I promise I won’t waste it. He bowed his head down, closed his eyes and whispered, “Please.”


If he had opened his eyes he would have seen the ethereal figures surrounding the bed, and would have recognized all but two of the woman. His simple heartfelt plea was heard and granted. The five women and one child filled the room with love for the two men, and thankful that he was finally ready to accept the love that was there.


It was certainly not how any of them had hoped they would have found the love for each other, for their journey had not been an easy one. But the ones in the room knew the bonds that bound the two men together, the bonds that had grown, strengthened and evolved over the years and turned into something bigger than the both of them.


If he had opened his eyes he would have seen the one person outside the door that had prayed for the same miracle and the smile on her face as she witnessed it being granted. It seemed fitting that she witness it, her prayer being as true and pure as his own.


As the figures started to fade, each sending their own silent messages to the two men before them, the man who’d lain so deathly still started to stir, his eyes struggled to open, and the first thing he managed to focus on were their joined hands.


He started to wonder if he wasn’t dreaming, when he found himself looking into the blue eyes he knew so well.


It took Gibbs a moment to come back to reality, and realize that Tony had woken up. Before he lost his courage, wasted more time or made any other excuses he spoke. His voice barely able to contain the emotion he felt. “Thank God Tony.” He grabbed the hand he was holding tighter. “I’m not wasting any more time.” He implored Tony with his eyes to understand and silently added another prayer, please don’t let me be wrong about this.


“I love you.” He took a deep breath to steady himself before he continued. “I have for quite a while, too damned stubborn and pigheaded to tell you.”


Tony looked at the man beside him, thanking God for this chance. “I love you too.” The world could have come to an end at that moment, for the two of them were lost in each other before sleep finally overtaking the two of them. Their hands still intertwined, peace settling over them and smiles on both their faces.


Abby strangely silent and contained watched it all and as they slept she slipped away a smile on her face as she offered her own thank you to the heavens for her prayers being answered.
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I was finishing up the last of the contracts when I started thinking about my dinner with Les tonight. There were so many questions flowing through my mind I wouldn’t have known which one to seek an answer for first.


It wasn’t like we hadn’t eaten together before, but there was something different about this time, and I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. Geez, I was worrying about having dinner with one of my best friends, what was wrong with me.


But, then there was that strange pulling feeling I’d felt when I was near him lately. I didn’t have any idea what that was about. I shook my head to clear those thoughts, I’m not going to worry about it, its dinner with Les and I was going to look forward to it.


I needed to go check with Hector to make sure all the newbies had been taken care of, and head down to the gun Range.


I found Hector and Gig looking over some new computer programming, they looked like two kids at Christmas. Who knew programming could be that exciting?


“So, should I leave you two alone, or can I come in?” I had to laugh at the expression on their faces.


“Come on in,” was Gig’s response. “We just found a program that may solve a few tracking issues we were having.”


Hector walked over and kissed the top of my head, “What brings you to me Angelita?”


I kissed his teardrops, “Just wanted to see if everyone had been set up for access, and see how you both were doing.”


“It’s good. He’s a big help, we solve some issues.”


“I won’t keep you then.” I left them as they continued to look over the new program with much more excitement than it warranted.


I started to walk towards the break room to grab a cup of coffee when I heard Woody’s voice; I turned abruptly to head towards him when I stumbled. Two very strong arms caught me before I fell on my face, as I blushed in embarrassment I looked up to see who my knight in black t-shirt was and found myself looking into Diablo’s eyes.


He smiled and once again short circuited my thought process as he said, “We are going to have to stop meeting like this. I rather enjoy having you in my arms and would be happy to move this to a private venue if you would prefer.”


“I’m so sorry,” was all I could squeak out.


“It’s all right Belleza, it’s really no problem.” He lowered his mouth to place it next to her ear and whispered, “Anytime, anywhere.”


“Thank you.” Geez, I was becoming the queen of short sentences, what the hell was wrong with me? I started to walk away when Diablo stopped me.


“Since you seem to be falling for me, at least twice, how about we grab a bite to eat?” he asked


I couldn’t help but tease, maybe it was that damn sexy smile, “Falling for you? Arrogant are we? I
consider it more like you blocking my exit.” I grinned up at him.


“You fell into my arms, I don’t think I should see it any other way.” He laughed.


“Only briefly, I didn’t stay in your arms.” I countered.


He lowered his voice to very sexy rumble, “I could change that, and just let me know when you think you can handle me.”


Holy cow, is it hot in here? “Are you sure you could handle me?” I didn’t know where this bold woman was coming from, but she was sure fun.


“Without a doubt. So how about we start with lunch? I’m sure you know a great place to eat.”


“I do indeed. Am I safe having lunch with you, or do I need a chaperone?”


A wicked laugh escaped Diablo, “I promise your virtue is safe for today, I make no guarantees for the future though.”


“Alright then, how does pizza sound?”


“Sounds great Belleza. Lead the way.” He allowed Steph to step in front him to head out and a smile played across his lips as he watched her ass sashay as she walked.


As they were getting in Steph’s truck Les came out of a meeting with Tank and headed to the control room for monitor duty. He came up to Vince who he was replacing and asked, “Anything happening?”


Vince laughed, “Sometimes I wish something would happen man.”


Les agreed, “Monitor duty dies suck. That’s why we have short shifts on it.” At that moment on the monitors he saw Steph in the garage with Diablo. He watched them get in her truck and drive off. He was suddenly overwhelmed with a feeling he couldn’t put a name to. All he did know was that he wanted to take Diablo to the mats for looking at his woman.


Shit, he thought, when the hell did I become Ranger? My woman? I worked on getting control, remembering that I had a date with Steph tonight. I could hardly wait for tonight, but for right now I was going to watch a replay of the camera’s and see if I could find out what Diablo was doing with my woman.


Steph and Diablo returned from their lunch at Pinos laughing. Diablo asked again, “Seriously, a garbage truck smooshed a Porsche? I can’t believe that happened.”


“It did, but it wasn’t my fault” I explained. “But I need to get to the Gun Range and you need to go find your partner.”


“Alright, as long as we can get together again, maybe a motorcycle ride to the beach?” Diablo turned up the charm a little, “Please?”


I had a lot of fun at lunch; Diablo was funny, intelligent and a great conversationalist, “How about we’ll see?”


“I’ll take it for now, but,” he lowered his voice, “I’m not giving up.”


“Understood.” I headed down to the gun range as Diablo was thinking of ways to get me to change my mind.


Les watched as Steph headed to the gun range wondering if he had enough planned for their date tonight.


Steph was getting ready to fire her second set of rounds as she was lost in thoughts about dinner tonight with Les, I know he’d told me to wear jeans and comfortable clothes, so I had to wonder where we were going. Really, I had quite a few questions about the whole thing, but my gut was telling me to relax and just go with it and despite how I’d normally react, this time I was going to listen.


I finished shooting off my rounds and headed up to seven. I wanted to shower and figure out what I was going to wear. It may just be jeans, but I’m a Jersey girl and even such a simple dress requirement required thought.


I finally decided on a light cotton sweater that was ivory that had a blue camisole that matched my eyes under it and paired that with my brown suede boots. I never seemed to get to wear those often enough.


I was finishing up getting ready when I noticed that it was just about 7:00, he would be here any second. I looked in the mirror one more time to make sure I looked alright and sat down with a bottle of water.


Before my nerves took over there was a knock at my door, I took a deep breath and opened the door. There stood Les, and I almost felt like I’d never seen him before. It was strange and I couldn’t have explained it if I tried.


He was incredibly sexy standing there in his blue jeans, navy Henley, and that breathtaking smile. His eyes were sparkling and he had an air about him that seemed different somehow.


He held his hand out for mine and asked, “Ready to head out Beautiful?”


I put my hand in his, “Yes I am Les.” He led me out the door and we headed to the garage.


“Do I get to know where we’re headed?”


He opened the car door for me, “I thought we’d head to a little place that I found and have a moonlight picnic.” He seemed nervous.


I was stunned and speechless, it sounded wonderful. I looked at him, smiled and kissed his cheek. “I think that sounds absolutely breathtaking.”


He visibly relaxed, “Let’s go, Beautiful.” He handed me his CD case, “Pick us some driving music.”


“Les, we could close our eyes and pick tunes, our taste in music is identical.”I laughed.


“I always said we’d make beautiful music together.” He smirked.


“You wish.” I smacked his thigh gently.


He took my hand in his, brought it to his lips and kissed it and I felt that pull again. “Beautiful, what if I told you I wanted to take our friendship and grow on it? That I would like to have more with you?”


I looked at our hands and the way they fit together, how they were joined as one, and what I’d felt lately when I was near Les. “Can I ask you when you started to feel this way?”


“Truthfully,” he sighed, “it has been a very long time. There was always some reason I felt I shouldn’t, couldn’t or that I wouldn’t tell you. Joe, Ranger or my own fears, take your pick. When we lost Ranger I couldn’t talk about it. We were all going through way too much.”


“But I thought about it, and in part his death made me realize that I needed to tell you. Not because he was out of the picture, but because it brought home the fact that life was too short.”


I started to interrupt, but he shook his head, “But then I wanted to give us all time to mourn and recover, but I don’t want to go another day without telling you. I know you’ve always thought me a player and in part that was true, in the past. Think about it, have you seen me act in that manner for the past two years?”


“I stopped looking for a woman of the moment two years ago, when I found the one I didn’t want to be without.”He squeezed my hand, “Now you know.”


I couldn’t stop the tears from rolling gently down my face, “Les, that’s a lot to keep inside. You could have told me.”


“Maybe, but I wasn’t about to jeopardize our friendship either. And then so much changed, we all changed after his death.”


“You’re right, a lot has changed.” It was my turn to sigh, “Can I ask you a question? Have you felt something different when you’ve been around me? Not emotionally, but physically?”


Les nodded, “Kind of like a magnet, I figured it was just some weird fluke.”


“I’ve felt it as well.” I looked back down at our joined hands, “You’re my best friend Les, but I’ll be honest, I don’t think the feelings I have for you are just friendly. I’ve been afraid to say anything, mostly fear and my track record.”


“Seems we’re on the same page, Beautiful, also that we’ve both been afraid to speak. That needs to end now. No more hiding for either of us.” He pulled into a driveway.


“We’re here,” He turned to face me and take my face in his hands, “I will not hide my feelings anymore, when we step out of this truck, we step out together to discover where our feelings lead us. Okay?”


I smiled, “Okay.”


Les drew me closer, “Now I’m going to do something that I’ve wanted to do for way too long.” His head lowered to mine as his lips gently captured mine in a kiss.


And I heard a voice whisper-Time for you to fly, Babe.
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A new one is up!

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As usual...These are not my people they belong to JE. I'm just borrowing them!





It had been a month since our night at Rossini’s and there were subtle changes in the office. Everyone seemed more relaxed and there was occasional laughter. It wasn’t overnight and we certainly weren’t 100% yet, but we were well on our way.


We were in the process of hiring three new Merry Men; Brendan James, Dante Cruz and Jameson Green. All former military, of course, and so far they were fitting in nicely. Tank, Les and I were meeting with them to talk about where they would fit into RangeMan.


Tank and Les had been overseeing their training, and finding their strong points. I had already looked over their backgrounds and combined with their skill sets, I had a couple of ideas where we could use them.


I headed over to the conference room and walked through the door into a very hard chest! I looked up at the 6’6” totally built body of Dante. He was built like most of the RangeMen; defined abs, pecs and muscles upon muscles. He had hazel eyes and midnight black hair. He had been a Naval Fighter Pilot, and also a demolition expert.


He grabbed my arms to steady me and flashed what I thought were his best features, his smile and those dimples. “Sorry Ms. Plum.”


“Haven’t we discussed this Dante? It’s Stephanie or Steph. We aren’t formal here.”


“I’ll work on that,” he replied and let go of my arms as Tank walked in, and was shortly followed Les and our other two new recruits.


Les came over and kissed my cheek, “Ready to get started, Beautiful?”


“I’m ready if you are Les.” I teased


He placed his lips just over my ear; his heated breath caressing me, “I’m always ready Beautiful,” he whispered. I was shocked as a jolt flowed through me. I reasoned that it was just static electricity and shook my head to clear it before I addressed the table.


“Alright then, let’s get started. All three of you have passed your RangeMan evaluations and have tested well. We would like to offer your full-time positions.” I looked around the table at Dante, Jameson and Brendan, “What are your thoughts on the job offers?”


Jameson was the first to respond, “I accept. Les went over the standard contract with us and the terms are fine.”


“I’m in, all the way. I knew of the reputation of RangeMan and will be proud to work here.” Brendan clearly stated.


Dante smiled and exclaimed, “Hell yes!”


I smiled at his excitement, “That’s good to hear. Welcome to RangeMan.”


Tank spoke up, “We have some specific areas we would like to place two of you and we’ll get to that in a moment. Here are the keys to your apartments. We’ve gone over the rules regarding time in the gym as well as the gun range. Hector will meet with the three of you when we’re done here and get you fully vetted in our security system.”


Les added, “Today we will set you up with partners, so that you can get to know each other and learn to how each other works. You won’t go in the field together for a month, but you will be doing just about everything else together. That will give you time to develop a relationship with your partner. So talk to them, let yourselves get to know one another, build trust, and the whole time remember this is the person that is going to have your back.”


Dante agreed, “Like the military.”


Les nodded his head.“Except here, once you’ve been with us awhile and have had time to develop relationships with everyone, you’ll realize we’re all family. And no one messes with our family.” There was a slight edge to my tone.


Dante’s hazel eyes met mine, “Duly noted. I have a younger sister myself and no one messes with my family either. I look forward to being a part of yours.”


Les glanced at Dante and a look passed over his face before his blank face slammed down. I could have sworn the look was jealousy. But why?


Steph looked over at Brendan. “We’re going to pair you up with Hector. Your computer background will be a great asset and Hector will greatly enjoy the help. I also understand you speak Spanish?”


“I do, and please call me Gig. That’s what I was known as in the Seals. Is Hector a computer geek like me?”


I had to laugh, Brendan was 6’1” with blue eyes, blonde hair, and like the other two had muscles on muscles. He was an incredibly good looking and sexy computer geek. “Yes, Hector is a computer geek of sorts; he is also a former gang member so please take that into consideration as you get to know him.”


“No problem. I was on the fringe of gangs when I was a teenager. I won’t have an issue.” Brendan assured us.


Tank looked at Jameson, “I hear you like to be called Frog, why?”


“I do, I was given that name in the Army, Sir. I was a paratrooper and made great jumps with unbelievable landings. After a few of them, the guys said it looked like I was playing leap frog and they started calling me Frog.” Jameson answered.


Tank busted out laughing, “Ok man. We’ll be partnering you with Woody. He’s also from Texas and that will give you a starting block to build from.”


I looked at Dante, “Do you have a name you would prefer to be called as well?”


He laughed, “I’ll tell you mine if you tell me yours.”


“No can do, I’m called different names from my guys, and those are personal to them. You can call me Steph or come up with your own.” I countered.


Dante smiled andsaid, “I’ll have to work on that then. The guys called me Diablo for a multitude of reasons. Some I’ll be happy to share in private, but mostly it was for the explosions that caused hell to rain down on the enemy.” His dimples were out in full force and I found myself smiling back unable to resist.


I was still a little lost in his smile when I told Diablo, “You will be partnered with Ram, he’s our demolition expert. We’ll also use your piloting abilities so make sure to keep your license up to date. We have a private jet and I’m looking into a helicopter to aid in travel.”


Diablo nodded, “I can see your reasoning, and it allows multiple travel options within the company if there is a need. It seems that you like to insure that you have all safety aspects covered.”


I couldn’t help the catch in my throat, “I am very determined to have every safety aspect covered. One loss was one too many, and I’ll not lose another member of my family to something I could have prevented. Period.”


Les reached under the table and squeezed my thigh; I placed my hand on top of his and looked up to meet his eyes.


“Do any of you have any questions?” I asked.


I looked around the table, “Ok then. Tank, Les, have we about covered everything?”


“I believe that we covered everything, Beautiful. If not, I’m sure they will let us know, and their partners can also help them out.”


“Tank call their partners in so we can introduce them.” I smiled over his way.


“Yes Mam!” he answered.


I stood on my toes and smacked his head. “Smart ass!!” His laughter filled the room and you could almost see the surprised looks on the new recruits at the way we interacted.


We were quickly joined by Hector, Ram and Woody. They entered the room and came over to stand by me.


I pulled Hector to me and kissed his teardrops, “Hector, this is your partner Gig. He has a computer background. Teach him what you want him to learn.”


“Si Angelita.” He walked over to Gig. “Hola, come and I show you what we do.” Gig looked at me and I nodded as he left with Hector.


Woody came up to me, kissed my forehead, “Sweetness, which one is mine?”


I kissed his cheek and called Frog, “Woody this is Frog. He was a Paratrooper in the Army, he’s all yours.”


Woody smiled, “Ok, Frog. You can tell me about your nickname as I show you around.”


“You got it.” Frog replied as they walked out towards the control room.


Ram came up behind me, wrapped his arms around my waist, and kissed the top of my head, “So this one’s mine?” He looked at Diablo, “So tell me something about yourself.”


“I love explosives, flying, women, and I’m sure that my sister would say I’m a pain in the ass,” Diablo laughed, “Anything you want to know ask. I’ll answer any question regardless of whether or not you will like the answer. I don’t bullshit; it’s a waste of time.”


Ram chuckled at his answer. “I can relate to that. Let’s head out.” As the two of them walked out of the room, I looked at Tank and Les.


“So what do you think?”


“I think they’ll fit right in, Little Girl.”


“I don’t see any issues Beautiful. They all seem okay. Diablo maybe a bit wild, but nothing that can’t be handled.”


“I was serious about wanting us to obtain a helicopter. Frankly I’d like one at all the offices. There are enough pilots at each RangeMan office to make that a viable option. What do you think?”


They were both nodding their heads in agreement. “So where do we buy them? I mean I’m pretty sure they don’t sell them at Macy’s!”


They both burst out laughing; Tank looked at me and said, “I’ll take care of this one.” He walked out and headed for his office.


Les looked at me like he wanted to say something, but just wasn’t sure how.


“Les, are you alright?”


“I’m fine, Beautiful. Just thinking. Do you want to go out to dinner tomorrow night?”


“Sure, Les. “


“Dress in jeans and something comfortable. I’ll come get you at 7:00. Okay?”


“Sounds great.” I felt that funny pull again as Les kissed the top of my head. “Later, Beautiful.” He walked out the door with a smile on his face and if anyone had looked, they would have seen a matching one on me.


As I turned out the lights and closed the conference room door, I swear I heard a voice say -It’s time Babe.
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I was just putting on my shoes when I heard a knock on the door, seems like I was just in time. I wasn’t sure I was at all ready for this, but like Les said baby steps together. I opened the door and had to catch my breath. Les stood there in black dress pants with a deep green dress shirt that made his eyes pop; he looked amazing. I had to shake my head to center my thoughts.


“You look great Les.”


“You look breathtaking Beautiful.” I had on a sapphire blue silk wrap dress that came two inches above my knees combined with a pair of silver FMP’s.


“Thank you. You ready to head down?” I grabbed my purse, keys and a light wrap and was ready to go.


“We’re taking the Limo so we can all go together. Everyone should be waiting in the garage.” He led me through the door, closed it and we headed to the garage.


I was met by a sea of very handsome Merry Men. All of them looked like they could have stepped out of GQ. After being greeted and hugged, we climbed in the limo and headed out.


The ride was actually quiet and subdued. This was the first time we’d all been together socially since Ranger’s funeral and he was missed.


We arrived at Rossini’s and were escorted to a private room; Tank apparently deciding that we needed space and privacy. We sat at the table, ordered drinks and then Tank stood up to speak.


“I brought us all together to celebrate the growth of RangeMan, but there is another reason I felt it necessary. We’re all having a tough time moving forward after the Boss man’s death so I thought we’d try something. Tonight, let’s talk about him. You can share a story, or things that you loved, or miss about him. “


“I remember when he brought a white girl from the Burg on a redecorating job, I thought he was insane, no offense Little Girl. But he insisted that you be a part of it all, the look on your face when I tossed the guy out the window.” Tank smiled and continued. “But you stuck it out and didn’t back down. After that I started to see what he saw in you.” He looked at Steph with a huge smile on his face, “Ranger’s instincts were right as always.”


He sat down and Les spoke up. “I was 9 and Santa had left me a skateboard and I wanted to show my smooth moves to Ranger. I, of course, was not near as cool as I thought was.” He smiled the sweetest smile and laughed, “Ranger tried to show me some moves he knew and you know what? That bastard had grace and skills even then! I tried to copy what he did and all that happened was I fell on my ass! But he didn’t laugh at me. He helped me up and showed me again and again until I could do it. He never gave up on anyone. Ever.”


Hal chimed in, “When Steph stunned me with my own stun gun, he took me in his office to talk with me. I thought for sure I was going to be fired. But after a firm talking to about handing over my weapon, he looked at me and laughed. He said that no one was immune to her charms; that she had a way of disarming you before you knew what hit you. I felt such relief after that moment that I relaxed around everyone and took the ribbing everyone gave me in the vein it was intended.”


We ordered dinner and continued to share and laugh together as the walls of pain we’d all erected started to slowly come down. After our food arrived we continued to tell our stories as we laughed and cried.


“I remember how scared I was when I had to tell him that the Porsche blew up and that a garbage truck fell on it! I felt certain that he was going to kill me or send me to some third world country.” I laughed as I said. “But all he said was that he was glad I was alright and that there was only one me. A car could be replaced.”


“He always made me feel like I could do anything. The words, ‘Proud of you Babe’ always made me feel accomplished and fulfilled. His support was unending.” I looked around the table. “And he brought me to all of you. Your love and support means the world to me and, as always, Ranger gave us all what we needed; Each other. Together we are a family”


Tank agreed, “Little girl, I couldn’t have said it better myself.”


“I don’t know about the rest of you guys, but I feel better than I have in a very long time.” I admitted. “I think I was trying too hard not to think or talk about Ranger. I was burying myself in work, and denial land trying to get through the days.” I admitted.


“I agree Beautiful; I know I’m guilty of the same thing.” A chorus of men agreeing filled the room. “We all need a swift kick in the ass and we’re going to give it to each other.”




Cal spoke up, “Damn straight! I know I need an ass kicking. It’s time to start living, no more just going through the motions.”


“Did we get that new contract for Tactical Planning with the FBI?” Ram inquired


“Yes,” answered Tank. Along with the contract for occasional Black-Ops planning. None of us will be going on missions, but we will be lending our skills and services for training and planning.” Tank looked over and smiled at me, “That was negotiated by Steph. You might want to ask her how she managed that.”


I looked down at my hands for a brief moment, then around the table at my family. “With the shares Ranger left me in RangeMan, it put me in the position of being able to do the negotiating with the government. I can’t say they were happy with what I proposed, but I wouldn’t back down and told them to take it or leave it.”


“All of your contracts were up in three months at the time I was dealing with negotiations.” I took a deep breath. “I know how important the work you did for the government was to each of you, and I have always been proud of what all of you accomplished on those missions.”


I looked around the table with a gleam in my eye, “I don’t need to ‘know’ what you do on your mission to understand the importance or grasp the gist of what you are called on to do for our country. I didn’t want to take that away from any of you, but I also knew I couldn’t handle the loss of another member of our family.” A tear fell down my cheek, “So I negotiated, stating the previous contract had been fulfilled and no one would be called out for a mission. Instead you would lend your vast knowledge to train and plan future missions for an undisclosed amount of time.” I looked up to see all their eyes on me in awe.
Ram was the first to find his voice, “Steph, that’s incredible. I can’t believe you went in to battle for us like that.”


Vince stood up, walked over to me, took me in his arms and held me, “Thank you. One, for seeing us the way that you do. Two, for understanding why we do what we do. And three, for loving us and trying to keep us safe.” He kissed the top of my head and walked back to his seat.


The rest of my guys followed suit, each placing a kiss on the top of my head and returning to their seat. We raised our glasses in the air and as if on cue exclaimed, “Family.” And I could swear I’d heard the words…. Proud of you Babe….
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These peeps are not my creation, I'm merely borrowing them for a bit, having some fun and then returning them unharmed!

This story is adult themed and rated MA.

*Ranger is killed while on a mission. Steph and the Merry Men struggle to cope and move forward. Their bonds grow stronger and love is found. It's not always easy...but love is always worth it.*


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Stephanie’s POV


I sat at in my office at RangeMan looking over some new client contracts. Business has grown unbelievably, but today I can’t get out of my own head. Too much has happened in the past year and for whatever reason it’s picked today to haunt me.


I knew reliving it wasn’t going to change anything, but sometimes you just can’t turn off your mind. It’s been tough for all of us, and we are still struggling to come to terms with Ranger’s death. When he didn’t make it home after his last mission, he took a part of all of us with him.


I hadn’t been in a relationship with Ranger; we had that talk well before I came here to work full time. But what we did have was a very deep bond and he was my best friend. I loved him more than you could imagine, and he loved me with the same fervor. And now that he is gone I feel like such a huge piece of me is missing and sometimes I can’t imagine how I’ll get through another day.


I don’t know how I could have made it through without my Merry Men, they are truly my family. We have all grown much closer and rely on one another.


Sometimes I still expect him to walk through the door and say it was all a horrible mistake. I know it can’t happen, but he was Batman, a hero, a soldier and an amazing human being. He should not have been taken from us.


After Tank told me the news, I hid for awhile in my apartment, until the cavalry came and made me get up and face it. I broke down and said that I didn’t know how I could. They surrounded me with their strength and love, and told me they all felt that way, but together we could get through anything.


They dragged by ass back to Haywood simply stating that was my home and I would be moving there to the seventh floor. I tried to argue that and explain that I couldn’t and wouldn’t stay on the seventh floor as that was Ranger’s home but no one was listening.


They showed me his will. The contents were something I was not expecting and it was something I didn’t want to hear or even acknowledge it. Believe me I understood and knew that Ranger wasn’t coming back, but at that moment, I was in denial land and I wasn’t ready to fully accept it. However, the guys were not willing to let me stay in denial land. It was a tug of war that they weren’t going to let me win.


They sat me down and read Ranger’s will. Most of it was expected regarding Julie, his family and the Merry Men. Then there was what he left me; a letter, his personal cars, properties, personal items and his shares in RangeMan. I was in shock, and the tears were streamed down my face.


I was pissed at a dead man, my best friend for leaving me to face life without him. Damn him for dying! Damn his stubborn ass for leaving me anything, especially part of his company! His will stipulated that with my Business Degree, training, and help from Tank, Lester and Bobby, that I should, and would, take an active part in the running of RangeMan.


That was hard to take. Ranger had always he believed in me and my ability to fly, but I felt he seemed to forget that he was always the one who caught me when I fell. And he was gone, never to catch me again. How was I going to fly?


Then there was his letter. After hours of holding it close to me, struggling with wanting to read it and feeling that I just couldn’t take anymore of this emotional rollercoaster, I finally succumbed. I wanted and needed to read the words that he took the time to write me. I was scared, touched and incredibly sad. But Ranger was never afraid to face his fears, and I so wanted him to be proud of me. I curled up on the couch and opened the letter; I could swear I heard the words….Proud of you Babe…..



Babe,


I have to start off by saying I’m sorry for leaving you. That was never my intention. I know you have to be pissed that I’m gone, but know that I fought like hell to come home to you. You’re also probably pissed that I left you the things that I did in my will, but you should know I would have left you more if I didn’t believe that you would kill me.


I love you Babe. You are my best and dearest friend, I can’t imagine what would have happened if I had not met you that day in the diner. You turned my world upside down and for that I thank you. You brought a great deal of light and love to my dark world. You became a part of the RangeMan family and the guys love you as much as you love them. You’re the heart of all of us.


Please let your MerryMen help you through this. Don’t hide in denial land for too long Babe. I understand the need for a little hiding, but I need you, and so do the guys. You should be living on the 7th floor by now, but don’t panic, I asked the guys to move you there. You belong there, and it is now your home. I take great comfort in knowing that you’re safe and surrounding by people that love you.


I’m sure you were shocked by the will, but you should know that I never make any decision without knowing it’s the right thing to do. You have a great many skills that RangeMan needs, instincts that are amazing, and honestly the guys need you. I need you to be at the helm with the core team, and be strong. Keep our family whole and intact.


You have no idea what you mean to them, how much your heart is a part of them and that enables the guys to do the jobs they do. They’ll help you as much as you’ll help them Babe. I wish I could be there as you step up in the business and watch you shine. I’m proud of you Babe.


You’re an amazing woman, don’t hide away and shut yourself off. I have always wanted what is best for you, I wish that it could have been me, but I would never have been able to open up to you all the way and share my entire life. I want you to move forward with your life, Babe. Find someone that can give you everything you deserve, and that will help you fly. Don’t you dare use me as an excuse for hiding out and not living.


Yes, I know how you think. But by moving on Babe, you honor what we had. By sharing your beautiful heart I will remain a part of you that and will soar with you.


Be strong Babe and surround yourself with the love and support of your Merry Men. Take care of them for me. I’m counting on you.


I Love You,


Carlos


Damn, how does he do that? ESP from the grave no less. The tears streamed down my face as I was wracked with sobs. I would try to do the very best for Ranger, and I do need and love my Merry Men. As for moving forward? Well Ranger, we’ll see.


It was during the time I was struggling to deal with Ranger’s death and all the changes that were happening around me, that Joe and my mother decided to try and interfere in my life. They seemed to feel that since Ranger was gone, the draw to hang around those ‘thugs’ as they called them would cease, and I would become the perfect little Burg girlfriend for Joe.


I was doing the final packing up of my apartment since I had agreed to Ranger’s wish (and the guy’s insistence) that I live on the7th floor. When I heard a knock on my door I was expecting some of the guys to come and help so I opened the door without looking and there stood Joe and my mother.


They looked around the empty apartment and asked me what I was doing. When I told them I was moving to RangeMan they both looked at me like I was insane. Both tried to reason that there was no need, and that since Ranger was gone the guys wouldn’t want me around.


Joe stated that I should finally come to my senses since I wouldn’t be blinded by Ranger’s charm anymore since he was dead. The look on his face as he said it disgusted me almost as much as what he was implying. My mother smiled sweetly at Joe and said we could start planning the wedding.


I couldn’t be quiet anymore. I, in no uncertain terms, informed them that I would be moving to RangeMan and continuing working there. That in fact, those ‘thugs’ as they called them, were the most honorable, honest and caring men that I had ever had the privilege to know, and that they supported me more than any person I had ever known, except Ranger. They were my family and I needed them. I would never give them up and I loved them all.


I watched as anger filled Joe’s face and he took a step closer to me. He grabbed my wrist to pull me out the door and said I wasn’t going to remain their whore anymore. I was his and Ranger couldn’t stop him or save me.


I informed him I wasn’t his whore either and he needed to let go of me and leave. He slapped me as my mother watched and did nothing. He was lifting his hand for another slap saying that he would knock some sense into me and that I was coming with him and my mother.


Just at that moment, Les stormed in the door followed by Tank and Hector .In no time I was safe in Hector’s arms as Les pinned Joe to the wall by his throat. In a tone I’d never heard come out of Les’s mouth, Les informed Joe that if he ever touched me, spoke to me, or even breathed in my air space it would be the last thing he would ever do.


My mother got all riled up saying that Joe was a police officer and they had no right to threaten him. Tank was immediately in her face. In a deadly cold and quiet voice, he asked what kind of a mother would watch as a man, who supposedly loved her daughter, struck her and did nothing about it.


That was the last time I let either of them near me. Tank and Les escorted them both out of the apartment returning to make sure I was alright. Les pulled me in his arms and held me tightly. I could feel the anger radiating from his body. Once assured that I was fine, we finished up, and left the apartment to head home.


I didn’t visit my parent’s home anymore, and after I talked with my dad and Grandma they understood. I spoke to them often and met with them here or for lunch somewhere, with a designated Merry Man in tow.


A knock on my office door brought me out of my musings and back to the present. I sighed.


“Come in.”


Les walked in my office, “Good morning Beautiful,” he said with a smile.


“Good morning to you Les.”


“Just wanted to give you a heads up that you’ll be going to dinner with us tonight and the reservation is for 7:00.”


“I will be? Why? And with whom?”


“Because we need to get out and we all want to go. There have been things to celebrate Beautiful, and it’s time we all get out and do just that. As for who will be going, it will be everyone but Binkie, Brett and Scar who have volunteered to man the fort while we were out. And before you get all upset, they’ll be compensated for missing the celebration.”


I looked down at my hands and tried to figure out a way so that I wouldn’t have to go.


“Beautiful, it’s time. There will never be a moment that he’s not in our thoughts, but he wouldn’t want any of us to lock ourselves away.” He stated, proving why I believed that they all had ESP.


“I know that, and I understand and truly see your point but….”


“No buts, you’re going. We all have to start somewhere, and we’ll all take the baby steps together. We all feel it Beautiful, and it’s something we all need.” He put his finger under my chin and lifted my eyes to meet his.


I sighed as I looked into his green eyes, “Ok. Together.”
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